WELCOME !!!!

2007-09-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

CRAZY ENOUGH !!!

Firstly - had my exam todae, guess what?? i m gonna FAIL BADLY !!!
Secondly - i think i m hafing pes E for army. haha m i that weak ???
Thirdly - i haf found my partner for the vas beach volley

well i shall talk abt the exam, well had poa didnt study much NOR listen in class. haha so well if i m nt doing well i cant blame anyone ritez. + WORST STILL ...

i came in 15 mins LATE, crazy ???

haha whats over is over, no point still pondering over it.
i do still have like one more "major exam" together with 30% of my GPA ???
this time round must study. haha m i saeing juz for the sake ?? well we shall see !!!

anyway DO U THINK I SHOULD PON SCH tml ???

haha OMG !!!

well, den went to cmpb for the pre-enlistment check up for my eye,
F_CK took train fr tana merah till redhill freaking far men,
still muz take bus n walk like quite a distance.

haha den guess what i 've got for my pes ??
A FREAKING E !!!
omg m i so weak.. haha
dunnoz izzit a good thing or a bad thing. haha

FUCK CARE LAR !! haha

well lastly guess i got my partner for the VAS beach volleyball alrdy. haha
ITS JUZ FOR FUN ONLY !!! i mean the game ??
couldnt win wan i guess.
NVM Y NT TRY TO SQUEEZE INTO THE SECOND ROUND ??

wait ...

haha well end for today !!! take care everyone !!! may god bless u

2007-09-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

THE PIC ON FRIDAE !!!

2007-09-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

YOzZz

haha crazy enough men,
had been out like 2 daes fridae and sat,
and thus it bring mi no time to blog till todae.

well i was out with alvin, cheryl and amanda on the fridae,
nt bad that outing, seems to have lots of fun.
whenever there is alvin around, he will confirm crack stupid jokes to make us laugh.
haha on that dae after our dinner, like ard 8 pm, we were like planning to go lots of places.

1st - KBOX / PARTY WORLD
2nd - SCAPE (CLUB)
3rd - CATCH PRAWN
4th - WATCH MOVIE

we were first like sitting out of no where discussing where we wish to go,
and like no one had any idea what to b done
alvin friends came and asked whether we need to tixs to club,
we were hafing the thoughts to club then
however dunnoz who had the feeling to sing,
so decided to check out the $$ for it, haha it was like so ex lar, no one wish to sing den.

i ask them whether to watch scary movie,
so they agree n went to ps to check out for the timing.
haha we were like walking back n fro to check out the movie .

in the end we watch the what stupid hell of what 19 level at 2.15 am,
damm stupid men, crazy enough ritez , fr 8 till 2 am
isnt scary at all. we were like BEING CONNED

haha

anyway lots of pic we took men show it to u later i mean above the post

(SAT)

we went drinking onli ... haha serious bored enough.

well end of my story for my dae.
blog real soon again.

2007-09-10T01:46:00.000+08:00

HEY !!!

i m back to blogging again ...

haha guess why ???
dunnoz mayb got those kind of feeling coming back ..

well i should b a story teller den,

haha had been clubbing like siao over the weeks,

its was like thursdae velvet den sat velvet again .. diao
haha too much money alrdy.
WELL WHO CARE ??
i loves it can alrdy,

aniway wed will b going club again at mos i guess if nth happen,
anione wanna join mi ?

haha great. btw i will try do write post more often fr now onwards

haha took alot of pic too but dunnoz how to pic yet
which mean is THERE IS TOTALLY TOO MUCH PIC!!
nvm will post one or two below later.

yeah n one last thing all my pic is like kinda lack of girl i mean my gf (IF I HAF ANI i would place it up)

well so alright take care everyone ..

see you people TML ....

2007-09-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

I M BACK TO BLOGGING AGAIN .. wooo

2007-05-31T00:38:00.000+08:00

BACK TO BLOGGING

well its nt been real good for mi. seriously. mayb its juz bec of that match which cause mi to become like that.

didnt went to sch for the WHOLE DAMM WEEK.

DUNNOZ WHAT THE FUCK m i doing.
COME ON men its juz onli that game which turn out n makes u become like that.

well its juz take times. aniway term test is juz round the corner, yet i haf still open ani of my books. WHAT, guess i m juz waiting for my doom. raymond ah raymond. did u still rmb what u sae u when u 1st come into this sch?

"YOU FUCKING SAE THAT U WAN TO GO POLY." is this how yr attitude show that u can go into a poly.

I M REALLI LOST !!! haiz feel like sitting there do nth but stareing at the sky waiting for more hope. dunnoz dunnoz dunnoz dunnoz ......

now b4 or its too late to do it, go take out the books n study, u still haf the time. aniway wont b going aniwhere for the next few daes. i will b locking up myself up n realli think of what i wan in my life.

aniway did some thinking 2dae n i realli told myself that i wont b slacking animore.

GOOTA know how to climb up when i've fall,

i will start trnging fr now onwards.

it will b a brand new vballer player.

I M NT GONNA LET ANIONE LOOK DOWN

AGAIN !!!

NEXT upcoming com ? polite ? i m surly to see a stronger raymond !!!

u shall see it !!!! i mean it ... wait ...

2007-05-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

DOES I HAF THE RIGHT MOOD TO BLOG ???

haiz well, i realli dont haf ani mood for 2dae, REAL LOST OF MOOD !!!

juz feel like giving up everything, sit there day dreaming, or CRY OUT LOUD !!!
CAN I. i need a shoulder to cry on it.

HAIZ. ("<)

All i haf LONG waited for this UNDER 19 has all gone into a waste
OR i can sae its juz gone by the wind.
Well we told ourself that we wan to win
but y r we playing badly,
well its all over dun wish to sae it again n again.
its realli HURTS to b out of the second round
when the name of yr team is alrdy SEEM
to appear at the list there.

MAYB is juz bec of mi who make the team lack of confident.
IS JUZ ALL BEC OF MI !!!

i indeed brought the whole team down,
by nt encouraging them n kept quite for the whole game.
Y Y Y Y Y Y Y !!!!
bec of what MR RAYMOND !!!!
WHAT THE FUCK R U DOING !!!

i m real disappointed abt the performance u did in that IMPORTANT match.

i juz cant b a setter animore!!!
WAKE UP RAYMOND !!! u cant b a setter animore.

well all i can juz sae is i m REAL SORRI !!! its fr my heart.

i mayb part of the cause but do u all ever think that volleyball is about teamwork !!!!
i may nt control the game but i m nt trying to shoot back u all but
shouldnt u all juz like FUCKING THROW points juz like that
by touching the net all these ???
or may spiking into into the blocker hands??

i realli dunnoz what to sae !!!!

ITS REALLI LIKE JUZ A

SET TO THE NEXT ROUND

OR

MAYB 3 POINTS AWAY!!! HAIZ

i haf juz no luck ..

i may juz b dead or nt touching vball for life animore !!!
or else i wont b playing with u all.

I M DEAD !!!! GOOD BYE !!!

sometimes i juz wish that i can play as well as that ite match !!!

mi and zhen rong (BEST PLAYERS IN THAT GAME)

2007-05-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

HEY

i m UPDATING again ...

well dunnoz izzit i m happi or juz wanting to sae out everything which my hearts wan to sae !!!

Its like a volleyball week for mi, while had ITE com this week which happen on tuesdae and thursdae. Somemore under 19 is still going.

GOOD OUTCOME even though i knoe i m nt performing for the past few games,
well lost to west during the 1st game well mayb its juz bec of mi.

Aniway ytd thursdae was the final day of the game which mean FINAL,
manage to go into it by winning west 2nd team.

Everyone was like hoping to win in the final,
got lots of preparation like warm up everything juz for that game.

Well we won that through team sprirt, well onli i m the one who is playing badly.
dunnoz what the hack i m doing.

aniway its over i m hoping to see the better side of mi as under 19 is still going on.

this sundae i m vs bukit panjang !!!

plz come support if can. i muz play well. i knoe all my teamates is realli trying to play veri hard but nt mi. y y y . COME ON RAYMOND WAKE UP !!!

aniway plz support. my team realli need it !!! well guess nth else to write. gtg take care everyone !!

aniway some photo for that game and team !!! more to upload

GREAT TEAMMATES !!!

SIMEI V'BALL !!!

DUNNOZ WHAT THE HECK M I DOING !!!

CANDY SHOT !!!

ITS REALLI TIRED !!

2007-05-20T12:03:00.000+08:00

WOOO ...

its been like more den 1 mth dunnoz how many daes since i last blog.
kinda sick of blogging during that time plus i m busy though !!!!
so well will start blogging often.
well guess nt much people will read though. but who cares ?
Its for myself to know and thats ENFUU !!!!!

well its BEEN fine for mi,
everything was going all right however i m still nt happi with it.
juz dunnoz bec of smth or whatever.
Aniway its been like a volleyball n volleyball for mi over the past few weeks as com is REALLI round the corner.
IN fact its starts tml for my game.
haha well hope everything will get more den what i expect.
PRAYING VERI hard.
and nt end up like last week rip curl !!
haha well will play better then anione !!
i m realli EAGER to see the result.

well i m going to my emoing !!!
its like been bad DAES for mi over the past one week.
dunnoz bec of what oso.
so plz dun provoke mi without ani reason.

well to people whu like to say bad about mi.
i m nt going to FUCK CARE all yr bloody words i know what kind of person i m . ok .
u r who to say mi !!

AGRHH 4get abt it aniway !! no pics for the month of april ..
hopefully pic will upload soon.

GTG .. bye !!!!

LAST BUT NT LEAST !!

ANIONE WOULD LIKE TO GO WATCH THE SWATCH

FIVB

BEACH VOLLEYBALL

N DO NT HAF ANI TIXS.

PLZ GET FR MI.

SELLING AT A VERI LOW PRICE ..

CONTACT MI DEN

THANKS

2007-04-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO !!!

haha how long i didnt blog alrdy? well kinda lazy sorri for that. aniway i wanted to blog ytd but i m tired. well difference by a dae onli ritez. well its ok.

well i guess there is a big different in mi now. haha well ani idea? i highlighted my hair. haha i dunoz how does it look like aniway. muz u people giv mi some new comment abt it. well aniway i did this highlighting damm cheap men, haha could'nt tell u all the price nor the place. haha i m juz being selfish abt it.

aniway spend quite alot of $$ on rubbish haha n i YET TO BUY MY CRUMPLE BAG. ani kind soul will giv mi as a gift?? haha I M DREAMING ^^

gotta work and get back the money.

shacks tons of project is waiting for mi yet i m still doing nth abt it. well who can help mi. i m at a great lost in all my sch work. got to do it b4 my sch starts. damm it left a week to go.

VOLLEYBALL -

woo GREAT men skill had being dropping like FCUK like tat. dunnoz when can i get back my skill men. i m like a newbie to volleyball now. learn everything back. n i muz. i muz. i muz perform well during the next few mths. as competition is coming. i muz.

well so now i gotta do PT, RUN n lots more. haha so YEAH i muz make it.

aniway i guess if nth goes wrong i jian ye jay lloyd and ade will b plaeing the rip curl beach volleyball com 2007. hopefully can get smth out of it. yeah train train train . lots of trng now !!!

----

well everything i do now is volleyball, even my work. haha kinda weird. well nvm. i m happi with it and so WHO CARES wats others say abt it..

yeah i change my blog song again. this song kinda nice ritez haha guess i didnt choose it wrong. i love it men!!!

OMG tml is my basic theory test n i yet to study anithing abt it. guess i m goona to fail T.T sad haha nvm gotta book the next test i m sure to study for the next test.

aniway gtg alrdy. write in more some others dae. sorri for that

yeah and pic will upload soon. juz wait !!!

2007-04-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

HEY ..

time to blog again .
well this time i shall blog differently.
haha.

MONDAY

well went to phs in the afternoon to referee
aniway done 3 match. actually the 2nd and 3rd match was easy.
haha
soon the national will b over coz it will b semi-final on wed.
well den next week would b the national final. haha this national i m like earning lesser.
shit men!!!
haha nvm i m nt that money face. hopefully can earn more in a div com.

after that went home to rest,
and ard 10 went to the airport to send my aunt cousin back.
That feeling was kinda sad.
Seeing the person left while u cant do anithing but juz to pray that he will b fine and safe.
i wonder y airport had that kind of dumb design with hafing glass at the check point of the boarding pass instead of gates.
kinda dumb keep waving to the person that is leaving yet u cant tok to him nor wat.
haiz sad. well dun sae abt it animore. the pain will leave soon.
aniway he sae that he would b coming back to Singapore. so y worri haha

yeah so went home and sleep and thats all for mondae.

TUESDAE

well woke up ard 11 and get ready to go ccab for referee.
reach there kinda late.
onli left 10 mins for mi to change into my uniform.
den to referee. was actually refereeing for semi-final guys match.
both match ended 3-0.
was happy with it as it wont waste much of my time.
haha yeah and off to my sch for vball.
should'nt haf go men.
ITS A WASTE OF MY TIME.
i was like there plaeing 2 game onli.
kinda lousy mayb. got to train more.
well i oso dunnoz y do i haf this kind of feeling that i dun like to plae in my current sch.
sad case. well see how its goes
gt to train whenever i can. NEVER TO GIV UP !!!
got to get my ex skill. baby where r u. come back to mi men.

aniway after that went kfc to haf my dinner and back to home.
upon reaching home, got called fr jay llyod saeing abt our under-19 thingy.
and see how can we settle our CASH THINGY FOR THE TEAM.
yeah and the bad news is here to come.
one of my team member told mi he isnt sure whether he is playing anot.
HOW CAN LIKE THAT.
he is one of the key player. agrhh
hopefully he can plae for mi.
i nid him badly.
well praying hard all things to come right men!
HOW !!!

well aniway gotta wish seeun tml,
gd luck men,
hopefully u can go into final and get 1st.
isnt that yr dream for the year.
haha hopefully that u wont cry tml n tell mi how like last year
haha GD LUCK DEN!!
i kinda like yr song men. haha where u find it arh ?

WELL GTG. still haf referee for tml. the gals match
gd nitez guys,
take care

BYE !!!! will upload again tml.

2007-04-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

OPPS

haha now den i realise that i didnt blog for quite a long time men! how long can it b? one full week. OMG wat m i doing, guess i m real busy. haha well sorri for that.

aniway its time for blogging again.

haha AND todae its the APRIL FOOL DAY! dumb men. still so childish. i tot that is for pri sch kid whu usually will sae " HEY YR MONEY DROP" den when the boi is searching for his money he would sae APRIL FOOL. haha isnt tat dumb. well thats childhood.

well i should write abt my life which happen the pass one week.

haha WoO all i can sae is this is the most tiring week i had. haha knoe y ? coz most of time i was hafing my vball trnging . sad case men. skill was seem to drop tremendously. feel so sucky abt it. but nvm goona train hard for it.

o yah. haha ytd i was like a tour guild. bringing my aunt cousin ard Singapore. haha well went to those night life area. den pass by those clubbing place like mos,dxo,clinic and many many more. woo den i was like being jealous those people that go clubbing. haha soon i will go. guess if i m nt wrong :x opps .. haha

well will b working tml. haha bored. but nvm coz as tml whole dae i would haf nth to do. it should b a resting dae for mi however haha short of money. well nvm den sacrifice.

suddenly got the urge to plae majong. haha coz of someone suddenly sae abt majong. haha see. now my hand is itchy, haha. control. mayb fridae i will find a place to plae. haha. i guess it would b another enjoying session? haha

well guess i m nt missing anione now! haha hopefully some1 will miss mi. whu is the one? haha
who who show yr appearance.

u knoe wat, i realli think that this sentence truly make sense and its like so real in real lives,

it is,

EVERY GOOD THINGS WILL COME TO AN END!!!

knoe y would i sae this, my aunt cousin is going back tml. spend most of the mth of march with him well hopefully he will come back n vist mi again. kinda sad abt it. should i go to the airport tml. kinda like drama. haha. well i shall see to it again men. aniway wanna wish him all the best for everything whatever he do or wat.

aniway goona stop blogging here. gd nitez guys. BYE !!! take great care. will meet my class friends soon!!! haha .. BYE !!!

I MISS ALL OF U ALL !!!!

no pic for the time being, sorri. haha

2007-03-24T11:30:00.000+08:00

WOO !!

its early men !!!

guess wat time izzit now. haha 11.32pm. woo its the 1st time i blog so early, well nth do wat, waiting for my damm game to b download and off to vball.

saeing abt vball, haha its realli a long time i lost touch with. 2dae i muz get back to trng ground and get back my skill men. its realli a long time

well hopefully i wont get injure due to my eye thingy. i will be carefull.

as for now i m real bored nth to do or watever. i m juz listening to my blog song. its quite meaningful but y do i put that songs for?

Do i miss anione or i realli miss her! w__ w_e _in where r u !!!!

well all i juz can is to wait for yr msg and hopefully u will bla bla bla bla. agrhh its ok! i m juz crazy.

WHERE IS FATE!!!

the more i wait the more its doesnt wan to come. well den i shouldnt wait den..

aniway ingore that. i m juz depress or trying to sae out wat's on my heart. for the meanwhile i juz got to b what i m now. i do not wanna bother abt anithing animore! forget abt everything!!

well write till here. blog later again in the night!

NO MORE PIC FOR THE TIME BEING !! sorri

2007-03-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

a sudden feel of putting this song ..

so long never listen to this song.

still rmb how u felt when u 1st listen to this song.

i rmb mine. thinking of the past ...

2007-03-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

HEY !!!!

back to blogging again

well lots of things to write 2dae!

so where should i start den!

20 march 2007

went sim lim for the whole afternoon to repair my psp. damm piss off with the seller men. i actually buy smth fr him after that the psp was like spoilt den he was like unhappy to repair like that. i was like wait abt half and hour later and this is what he told mi that "my com had corrupted". what the bird men as if i make yr things spoil like tat. haha well nvm den guess wat i did to please myself.

i bought things again !!! guess wat i bought? haha a sound system! which cost mi $40. haha u knoe for wat use? to blast my room with music. haha damm dumb. well aniway i buy the things alrdy so there is no way back now. i m like spending quite alot this few daes.

I SHOULD STOP SPENDING FR NOW ONWARDS !!!

sorri my friends. didnt make it to sch for vball. sat i will b there !!!

21 march 2007

went out for the whole dae again. this time with my FRIENDS again jay n ye! enjoy spending time with them always. never fail to laugh whenever i m with them! haha

haha ate dim sum for lunch. which was planned last week. wow is great men that buffet, eat until i cant walk haha. we kept taking and taking, eating and eating. all we haf to do is to open our mouth n put the food inside. whenever the food is finish, we would go top up. haha. eat eat eat guess i gain back my figure !! gotta train more !! eat more buffet :X

after that went town, orchard, walked ard shop here n there. was tired men! didnt do that kind of things for so long haha

soon we got bored n decided to catch a movie in the cathay at dhoby ghuat. haha we eventually watch 2 movie at a go, guess wat we watch!

300 and hunted school. both movies was nt bad actually. in fact i like the 300 most. haha but sad to sae its m18. FIRST TIME I M WATCHING M18 and its legal for mi to watch it. haha

well its realli a long time i watch movie too. haha i got back that kind of feeling woo yippie !! haha damm happi !!!

300

this show u muz watch it men! its realli damm cool.

The haunted school

this show is damm stupid men !! but funny NT SCARY AT ALL !!!

2007-03-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

HEY

BLOGGING TIME AGAIN !!!

what should i post 2dae, haha seems like nth, well i will still find one topic to talk abt or smth! or else this post will like damm bored.

yeah guess wat had i done 2dae, well haha most of the time i spend shopping for my shoes. my old shoe was like spoil, got one mouth at the top meaning it tore !! haha well went queensway n shop ard and GUESS wat i bought???

haha MY NIKE AIR FORCE XXV. heart pain men! it cause my pocket to haf such a big hole now. guess how much did i buy it for? ITS $124 ok. see carefully $124 haha worth while ano? aniway all nike shoes cost that price wat ritez. well 4get abt it next time juz earn back that amount of money.

this is the shoe !! nice

this is the cert for the shoe!

what the bird men!! my psp spoilt in juz like 3 daes onli. the whole game went missing juz like that. haha i dunnoz whether izzit i dunnoz how to use the psp or the psp is realli indeed faulty haha. dumb mi.

i suddenly feel like plaeing vball. dunnoz when can i touch it again haiz kinda miss it so much.
well mayb tml going back to my secondary sch to plae. should i or not. i m still thinking whether should i go back anot haha well nvm. see how tml den !!!

kinda miss sch too feel like going back plaeing with the chair rowing ard n disrturb people, how i wish i can switch on and off the com n doing stupid stuff. all i juz can is to wait till my wound is heal n i m back to sch. most likly i will b sch the next term! sorri guys!

yippie!!! i strighten out my thoughts. EVERYTHING!!! all my relationship stuff i m leaving to fate, god n decide. i m nt going to bother looking for !!! haha u all should knoe aniway even if i m to become single or wat i dun mind i can do everything. haha so thats should b the way men !!!

well guess nt much things to write, gt to stop here . post that nike shoe pic later. i m sorri abt it haha ok well everyone GOOD NIGHT !!! take real good care of yrself. dun fall sick !!!

BYE !!!

well theres a saeing !! n i truly agree all to it..

THERES AN END TO EVERY GOOD THING ...

do you all notice i change my blog song. nice : )

2007-03-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

hey people !!!

time for blogging again. sorri for nt posting ytd due to something which kept mi busy. well later u all will know what izzit abt.

16 march

early in the morning, woke up get change n went stright to the hospital without ani delay scared that i might b late for my doctor appoinment. WOO .. was so happi men !!! knew why ? coz its a brand new mi going out or somehow i didnt took the mrt or buses for a long time aniway that feeling was great.

reached tan tock seng hospital at 9 and waited for my turn to b called in. i was scare at that time as i tot muz stay in again or watever however that appointment was like someone to check my eyes muscle onli. did a good job at it but my vision was blur after that somehow its tired my eyes well sign of relieve that i dun need to b stayed in.

so spend my whole morning there checking my eyes everything and went to see the consultant to see ani part of my eyes goes wrong. the doctor den told mi they suspected that smth is strange with my eyes but is nt yet confirm so they refer to mi to the specialist. well onli till 29 march i can see that doctor. well for the mean while i should rest more!!

YIPPIE !! guess wat after that ?? went to sim lim bought my psp. cool ritez!

17 march

well stay at home for the whole dae. didnt do anithing but eating sleeping resting. the onli things which i can do. well AND thought of my future of becoming a what? good q ritez? well i m still thinking.

well guess that thing realli cause mi to think quite alot well for i all knoe i m a grown up kid now !! well THANKS EVERYONE WHU WENT THOSE the up n downs with mi !! i wont give up !!

my mum and dad espically !!

aniway guess nth much more to blog here's is my pic ...

the time i couldnt do anithing - after op

they r the one whu kept mi company b4 operation !!!

FRIENDS !! more to put but dun haf their pic T.T

this pic look cool men !!!

2007-03-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

i m real back fr hell men ..

u all should knoe what had happen to mi during the pass one week. haiz i realli suffer alot. how i juz wish that i m dead!!! END EVERYTHING !!!

do u all knoe how painful izzit to hurt a person emotionally n physically. well i guess u should juz try it men and feel it for yrself.

for the pass one week i had been lying in the hospital suffering and kept thinking what had realli done wrong to my fate, y had it been changing for no reason. when would i haf a better fate n stuff like that. T.T

do u knoe what had happened to mi? i was being assulted last week n being hospital till ytd and was discharge. wasnt fully recover yet as doctor sae that i need to go back n check up tml for futher notices. i m real scare of being amitted to the hospital again. haiz.

well done a operation on the sat morning and was successfull. hopefully i dun need to do animore with my eyes again. i m real afraid of the result tml

b4 went to do that operation i was realli scare men, couldnt sleep at all spend most of my time in bed thinking wat will it happen and other nonsense. luckily my mum n my friend was at there to kept mi accompany.

well there's smth u realli gt to knoe everyone anione can backstabbed u juz like that even yr friends. coz i need to metion it to make her feel worst or watever she can. she is a bastard she is a bitch which cause everything on mi n yet she treated as nth had even happen b4. i was wrong. FUCK OFF FR MY LIFE ONWARDS. its my luck to as u haf a friend u FAGGOT !! ANG MEI LING !!! do you think sorri can heal everything. ITS YR BF WHO HAF DONE EVERYTHING AND STOP PROTECTING HIM. i WONT LET HIM OFF EASIlY BITCH if u happen to read this line!!!

i sure to curse u n yr son or whuever thats is close to you men

aniway i haf aready suffer enfuu. i wan to b by myself a laugher n a joker whu keep going ard n fool other haiz but now its the end of mi how would i b able to do it. well i gt to stay strong!

in the hospital i already how to control my temper and thought of how life is beautiful i m gonna cherish it after all no matter wat.

all i wan to sae is thanks everyone for yr support i realli felt it. thanks

espcially my class od n my friends i love u all

BUT LAST my mum. thanks for being there .

will blog later again my head is spinning gotta rest. and i shall upload my photo too

here izzit -->>

being beaten till i look like a watermelon

this is the ward which i stayed and with my bed

well the rest i will update later. i m gonna rest now rest assure more pic later !!

2007-03-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hellos, i'm in the hospital now. I miss everyone especially Whitney. (Forced to write by Raymond). I've been in the hospital for 5 days and i seriously miss my classmates, family and friends. I wish i could recover and join my class soon. Well, i've gone through an operation and its successful, however, my eyes still hurts like shiet. But i still can talk rubbish on the phone with Whitney. And i still look very cute with my big fat swallon face. Ahaha, alrights. I'll stop here. Will blog asap when i'm home again.

This post is typed by : Whitney
Requsted by Raymond on the phone (:

2007-03-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

i miss her badly.

does she knoe?

i m thinking abt her every min of my life.

is she ok ?

omg she is sick.

who is going to take care of her.

hope she will b sleeping early

haiz
everything is troubling mi.

2007-03-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

Izzit the right mood for mi to blog ?

well i haf left with no choice but to blog 2dae, realli feel so sucky, haiz dun knoe how to explain. JUST THAT TODAE WASNT THE RIGHT DAE FOR MI. haiz dunnoz what happen. fucking dae men.

However one thing i m sure, i wont ever carry on loving you. sometimes when u put in love den got back smth which u dun wish to haf, its like NOT WORTH IT MEN. whenever i recall back what had happen its like AGRHH DUNNOZ HOW TO EXPLAIN MEN !! LOVE IS JUZ NOW RIGHT FOR MI NOW !!! mayb i should believe that love is juz a thing that i wan in mind which couldnt find ani sweetness. i should b alone single everytime, for the mean while plz leave mi alone. haiz

All i need to knoe i gotta 4get and start anew quickly. This is life, once u fall quickly get up and take it as a lesson.

WELL took lots of pic 2dae. at that time it was a happi mood however its a change mood now. so try to understand mi.

This is what we do when we get bored in class.

here izzit!!

THIS IS WHAT I CALL BUDDY !!

USING FORK, SPOON, KNIFE

"BIG BULLY IN CLASS"

BIG CASSANDRA WITH MI !!

THATS THE GIRL WHO ALWAYS BULLY MI

IN CLASS.

WHITE FRAME !!

THIS IS WAT I CALL NERD !

BUDDY!!

MY GIRLFRIEND IN CLASS

WHEN WILL U B MINE !!

Y MUZ I TAKE PHOTO AT THIS KIND OF

TIME (SAD)

HAIZ that feeling realli sux i wan to 4get everything, no more heartache from now onwards. feeling in love is sux.

aniway gtg still got lots of hw to do. bye everyone!! update more tml.

this song is nice meaningful!

2007-03-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

10 pm

WhEEw...

what a long dae i had men, damm tired. well holidae is coming so juz tolerate abit more, and off we go. Went sch 2dae as usual, attended and pay attention to all of the lesson. however i did not go to the 1st lesson due to the difficult habit of crawing myself out of the bed. i was late den. That teacher also release them early for breakfast so i somehow miss it.

well got back my crn exam marks alrdy. got 88/100 which mean is a A. how izzit, GREAT? well i dun think so but nvm i will continue to work work for my goals n what i wan in the future.

yeah took one pic for the dae onli with my friend in class. AS WE ARE BORED !!!

here izzit,

we haf nth better to do but to smile at the cam !!!

after sch went to the shop which i bought my lens someway back ago and re service my lens. ARGHH muz wait till thursdae and it will b ready, so for the mean while i haf to b the SI YEN TIAN JI !! which mean 4 eye frog. nvm aniway no one is goona look at mi too. so its ok. Well tml, wed and thursdae i m going in my nerd, good boi style.

SUX MEN!! sch work after sch work, damm shack, FCUK . still got tonnes of project, roleplae script and homework to do. i yet to do ani of them. I M TIRED I NEED A REST !!! should i do it tml.

aniway i tot abt it for a long time, i guess i should turn emo and no gals will fall for mi and i can b with myself. aniway i m stupid la. dunnoz what the HECK m i toking abt. ARGHH ignore this part.

GTG alrdy. BYE everyone !! take care.

CHERISH WHAT U REALLI HAF, ONCE U LOSE IT U MIGHT NT GET IT BACK EVEN !!!
(i m nt hinting or telling anione. PLZ DUN GET THE FUCKING WRONG IDEA)

2007-03-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !!!

hey everyone back to blogging time, so sorri didnt blog last night. Was currently veri down, depress mayb coz of the sianzness. haha or mayb smth else, well i dunnoz abt it. nvm its ok, guess its over. yeah aniway i m thinking does love suite mi? haha coz i m thinking y until now i yet to get a gf. well love takes time, WHEN WOULD IT B THE TIME !! when will u appear by my side to spend the time with mi? WHEN WHEN WHEN !!!!

3 march 2007

well stayed at home for the whole dae, wanted to go out but the weather somehow spoilt my mood. It was like rain stop rain stop, so i intend not to go out, well make the wrong choice. i was like damm bored for the whole dae. watch tv most of the time if nt i will b in front of the computer chatting with others. haha nvm. there wont b a next time FOR THIS. i m sure.

4 march 2007

woke up early in the morning and went all the way to yew tee for trng, WOO damm shiok la. so happi. u knoe why? it's bec that i haf nt been touching vball for mths. AND NOW I M PLAEING!!! WOO I LOVE U MY DEAR VBALL !!! haha miss it men. damm happi. aniway my skill is still there ok, haha drop alittle onli. well after trng haha, WE WENT HAVOC men. we went shopping, plae pool n walk ard. haha did many stupid things. yah as for dinner guess wat i eat? CARL'S JUNIOR !!! izzit like that spell? haha the buger was like damm huge. i manage to eat finish it all as i m veri hungry. haha yeah and the ice tea we top up like no one business as it was free flow. WOW SO CHEAPO RITEZ!! haha i dun mind, and i m nt going to CARE. After that went carrerfour to shop. Bought my face tower and shampoo. haha i wanted to buy a damm cute bottle. but its realli to cute until they wont allow mi to buy it. we tok rubbish while shopping damm happi men. haha great buddies.

DAMM fun men. haha aniway rmb our promise, this fridae come to my house n plae majong ok? haha i m going to EAT UP ALL YOUR MONEY!! haha i m writing till here hopefully i will take some pic n show u all soon !! i m real sorri haha. yeah so GOODBYE guys. take care. tml still got sch. BORING !!!

TAG REPLY!!!

ANGEL: plz tell mi whu r u. n stop writing rubbish or crap on my bloody blog.

ANGELA: haha y cant i put my handsome pic!! haha jealous arh

WHITNEY: i hope u r jealous, but u r nt :( sob sob !!!

2007-03-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

HEY !!!

i m here to blog again. haha didnt fail to blog everytime ritez. haha i m feeling great 2dae men!!!

met up my old friend n went to eat suki sushi. WOO !!! great men eat until so full. the food was like normal steamboat food. HOWEVER the best part was the fried ice cream. haha u knoe ice cream that we can cook n eat on the spot. cool men. we ate like more den 10 cups. haha cool.

yeah hopefully we can eat more of that in the future. haha anione would like to eat with mi.

actually 2dae oso nth to write wan. juz abt all these little stuff i did 2dae. haha i m still thinking wan to go vball tml anot. such a long time i touch vball alrdy .. MY WIFE I MISS YOU !!! .. haha refering to vball lar .. well hopefully i can wake up n MAYB i would b going back n play.

aniway gtg ardy nth else to write. so do take care everyone !!! bye !!

TAG REPLY !!!

angel : may i knoe whu r u ... wat do u mean by i **** U haha ... HATE ARh ... i knew it .. haiz

2007-03-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

ITS ANOTHER DAE !!!

Dae by dae juz went pass, boring la. haha didnt blog for long as i was lazy n nth much to write abt. well let mi tok abt the past few daes

28 march 2007

went to sch as normal, nth much happened. juz had our team building game, i can sae that is nt bad lar, the effort that the organzier put in. actually the best part for mi was the douge ball game. haha i rmb i plae till veri rough. normally douge ball game is to throw the ball and HIT yr enemy and out he/she goes. haha however i took the ball n throw towards the person head with my full strength. OMG la. opps i m sorri. haha was fun. did enjoy myself at that time. after that was the tug of war, haha sad to sae in that event, we were like being plae, the opponent was like with onli one huge guy and full of gals and our class, we haf more people den them 2gather with two strong men in front who was mi n haiffiz, haha, GOT PULLED BY THAT HUGE MEN !! damm wat la haha ...

IN THE END our class came in 4th. WHAT A LOUSY CLASS I HAF. NOT SPOTTING AT ALL WAN !!! but nt to those few friends like haffiz they all, haha they got those kind of entu feeling. not like the rest looked so dead.

yeah after that went back home study for my crn exam which consist 40% of my grade. If i were to fail that paper, guess i can go fly kite, haha dun need ever to come to sch again. so study till abt 4 am like that. UNBELIEVABLE ritez. haha well thats mi. a change person.

29 march 2007

SAT FOR THAT STUPID ASS EXAM. manage to do almost every question. haha HOWEVER you should knoe every human would 4get things n its the same for mi. i forget some of the things which i study n hence i wrote rubbish on it. haha well if nth goes wrongly, guess can do well for that paper. SAT THERE FOR LIKE FOR 50 MINS THINKING what ans can i put, while the rest took abt half n hour to complete it. YEAH SO LETS PRAY, AND HOPEFULLY I CAN DO WELL FOR THIS STUPID ASS PAPER !!!!

yeah den came home do nth n soon guess wat, haha i FALL asleep. pig ritez !!! haha slept onli abt 3 hours ok, the last night. and now i m here blogging.

FOR THOSE WHU HAD VOTED MI IN THAT CINDERELLA ...

thanks men realli thanks those people whu keep voting mi. and just like few min ago i knew that i got in top 5. kinda wired. haha like that oso can go in. opps PLZ B HUMBLE MEN RAYMOND !!!

yeah realli thanks, i appreciate it, thanks

this was the photo which i took at that time ...

LOOK STUPID MEN !! agrhh : (

well kinda cold this few daes, so people do take care, bring along yr umbrella when u r out. haha WHAT THE BIRD !!!

TAG REPLY !!!

JUNG SEEUN: link mi oso dui lian. i oso didnt ask u to link mi wat. sae until like that HAIZ !!!!!

ANGEL: haha whu r you, i will cherish TODAE N THE FUTURE OF MI !! which will gonna b GREAT. may i haf yr msn too

2007-02-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

HEY !!!

time for blogging again at this type of fucking late hour !! haha crazy. well had been sleeping since 7 pm till now. damm pig. haha. nt much happen 2dae. life as per normal but sad to sae no pic was taken the whole dae as i slept almost every lesson or sitting there paying attention to teacher teach. cant believe ritez !!! haha thats mi men. A change person :X

well life is so beautiful if u do not haf ani trouble. so i m gonna cherish this kind of moment like this now. haha LEAD A CAREFREE LIFE !!!

well gtg now nth much to write for the dae. write later or watever! BYE !! take care lots

reply to tags now !!

Seeun: if u cannot see with SMALLS EYES go make it bigger den. HAHA opps !!! i lead out yr secret !!! and sad to sae i haf no time to link u yet. giv mi yr link if u wanna mi to add

2007-02-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

YIPPIE ...

WOO dunnoz how to explain, such a wonderful day for mi, haha everything came juz right for mi. It was like i got back my FEELING LA . haha WOO need to celebrate men. haha. Hopefully this kind of feeling will last 4ever men. u knoe how SHIOK izzit. haha

i m laughing out loud now actually :) haha.

yeah sch was kinda COOL. did well for my ofc roleplay, got a b for it. NOT BAD RITEZ !!! clap clap. haha. well actually was kinda stupid la. sit there face each other n read out the script that u wrote. haha i didnt even memorize the script. i was there juz like whatever came into my mind n juz bang it. haha. HOWEVER i did help my partner, she was like stumber and i was like hinting her. whenever she miss her line i would juz cover it up for her like read the next line. dumb teacher wont knoe what was going on den. haha YIPpiE.

SALLY U OWE MI A DRINK MEN !!! saeing abt this i still owe some1 a drink omg i m hiding fr her. :X

haha. tell u all smth guess u all cant believe it. I FOUND A HP N RETURN IT TO THE OWNER !!! WOO ... dumb or great. well i dun giv a damm to it.

lastly but nt .... ANG MEI LING, i m sorri for wat i done to hurt u. hope u will b happi n cheerfull and watever good things that suite you. haha may u b long n lasting with yr bf.

whitney: u brighten up my dae ... wooo THANKS men !!! may god bless u. haha i m damm happi lar. great. hopfully u will do well for all yr test. dun b afraid and dun need to b stress up by such a thing. lastly actually i m YR WU GUANG :X ... haha

christie: OMG u wan to knoe wats is my chinese name, wait till the dae u go out with mi men .. haha haha. real soon !!!

JANG SEEUN: still sad abt wat happen arh. cheer up men. thursdae i let u see mi u will happi liao. haha

WOO ...

last but nt least i cut my hair n look kinda wierd. haha like alien.. omg i m going to wear my specs till my hair grow .. haha show u pic tml den .. yeah gtg take care everyone.

GOOD BYE !!!

2007-02-25T17:42:00.000+08:00

WOO

Finally my blog is up, well is still not yet perfect but will change things while i get use to blogging. wtf like abit gu niang, but nvm for the sake of it i shall b ku niang once, haha. Yah i yet to thanks one person if nt my blog wont be so nice or what. THANKS LI PING.

she got mad while helping mi. i m so touch haha. well thanks aniway, i owe u a drink till wed. so tml find mi in sch n i will giv it to you. haha i will go hide ard make sure u cant find mi.

yah and people rmb to tag mi after u leave, coz i m collecting tags. haha

SHIT i gtg write somemore later bye !!!

2007-02-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO !!

2/23/07 1:07 AM

well is this the starting of my new blog? i hope so but y izzit nt done yet. hopefully it would b done by this week and i can officially announce open n let everyone view it.

my feeling now is damm sucky. haiz sob sob. y is everyone like so unhappy, even mi, what has gone into mi. i m damm confuse and lost. HOW !!! WHO CAN GUILD MI ALONG !!!

Firstly,
what had happen to her. the first time i talk to her was'nt like that. we were enjoying talking happily however when time passes, she ignore mi, izzit the end of our friendship, she knoe wat i meant yet ... haiz nvm, its realli hurt mi to see you like that you knoe. T_T hope we realli can get back our way. i miss the time we had during last week.

Secondly,
y m i nt laughing like what i use to b, alot of things is troubling mi, y y y, is this a bad year for mi, i hope nt.

MY FEELING todae SUX !! i dun like it. haiz plz plz plz. i wan things to get better.

HOPEFULLY THInGS WILL GET BETTER FOR MI.

2/23/07 3:00 AM

Haiz. y muz it happened to mi whenever i found back my feeling. haiz it realli hurting. i dun wan to fall in love again.

LEFT THE WORLD OF LOVE !!!